Power of Prayer

I know I just updated yesterday with a ton of pictures but I feel the need to type. I've just poured out my heart to my Heavenly Father on my sisters behalf. Yesterday Rachel and her family was hit with a huge blow. It was shocking news to say the least and I feel all kinds of emotions; one of which is anger. I'm trying not to be angry because I know where that feeling comes from. I just don't understand how people can be so selfish and cruel. Sometimes it's mind boggling to know that we chose to come here to earth fully knowing what lies ahead. What strong spirits we were! ....If Rachel can only feel that strong now. I want to scream out "life isn't fair" but I know thats only Satan whispering in my ear promoting feelings of guilt and encouraging me to judge others. This life really is a test and at such trying times our 'vision' of why we're here gets clouded or dimmed by immediate demands. I believe that our mortal experience is all about vision. And vision is determined by faith. My sister has a wonderful husband who values his priesthood and I know his head is spinning as he feels a magnitude of pressure. Yet Allen is the type of man who will draw closer to the Lord at a time like this. He has an attitude of reverence about him and on a positive note, Rachel is blessed to have a strong spiritual leader as the head of their home. I understand how odd it is to ask for sympathy on a blog but for those of you who know Rachel and Allen and their 7 children please remember them in your prayers. I have a testimony of prayer and believe every sincere prayer is answered. On a personal note...how perfect the Savior really is. I want to be like him. My favorite primary song is "I'm trying to be like Jesus" With tears surfacing I realize I have so much work to do. I love you Rachel. Life isn't fair but if you give it your best shot the Lord will make up the difference. Everything eventually really will work out. Our Father in Heaven knows the end from the beginning. Continue to have faith and keep trusting in him. You are heavy on my thoughts and blessed in my prayers. Love, Truly